Pixie

the following blogs wer written in 2006.

there is no updates about me in 2007.

 

but just for those who are wondering, yes, i am back in Canada again. studying my ass off while looking for a job for my work term (jan 2008)

peace 

Well, many things/events happened during August!! let me start with the birthday list!!

 

Aug 8 = Clara @ Sis

Gal, happie bday.. well, to be exact, it should be belated happie bday!! i tried calling you ytd.. but dunno why the calling card started talking in Spanish.. tried a few times, yet, still Spanish. just wanna let you know, even though you are far in Brunei now, but i still love you as alwayz. really wish that you could study at Scotland, so that i could start saving money and pay you a visit in the future. miss the days hanging out in your house, miss the day when i almost broke ur bowl (thanks to my super kung fu skills, the bowl is safe and sound. haha), miss the day when Tuan and I pick you up at the airport, and went home with you, surprise your parents, and love it when you say.. 'i wanna go back brunei now!' when your mum say you came back just in time to paint your room!! hehe.. not forgetting the last time i saw you before you went back Brunei. that day was like madness!! i was suppose to get my Canada visa, but it was closed for lunch, so i rush over to your place (stuck in the jam somemore) to ve lunch with you and your parents before you head off to KLIA. really miss the days where we sit next to each other.. talk crap and hang out in petaling street before tuition..

 

Aug 9 = Kent Kwan

Ah Kent Gor!! sorry ar!! i didnt know it was your bday until KF told me just now (like 5 min ago) Happie Bday aite!! thanks for everything that you have done for me! thanks for playing that kiddie games and win those ragnarok merchandise for me and Joanne!! haha, that was funny! i even brought the white lil triangle thing (to rest arm i think) to Canada.. it is beside me rite now! (i put it on my bed).. thanks for bringing me to TGIF for the superb dinner on my 18th bday!!

 

Aug 10 = Ailing @ Papa

Daddy!! Happie Bday!! well, it should be Happie Upcoming Bday!! Daddy Ailing ar.. miss u ar.. miss all ur crap man!! love it when you and lilia fight, and u kena buli by lilia (well, sometimes it gets really irratating though) Daddy Ailing, remember those days when me, you and Syreeta alwayz wanna rush out of the class coz we have to eat before duty? haha, i love it the most when it was Mr. Thiru's class.. he will alwayz make one of us answer his stupid history questions before letting us go!! it's like trivia like that.. if wrong, he will ask another question again.. if correct, he will also ask another question, until Syreeta say.. 'Sir, we really have to go!! otherwise we got no time to eat!!' haha, well, guess both me and you punya role is to answer the questions.. and Syreeta's role is to tell sir it is time to go!! haha.. then still got those times when we all buli KF kau kau!! hehe, until now i still like bullying him though.

 

Aug 11 = Derek

Sorry Derek, i don't really know you, but Happie Upcoming Bday!! ve a blast aite!!

 

Aug 12 = Se Foong

Happie Upcoming Bday!! what to talk about you? hmm.. can say alot, can say not alot as well.. well, 1st thanks for taking such a good care of me when we went Genting when we were in Form 2. Those were the days where i won't wanna forget. those were the most memorable days that i ever spent with you. even though it was really short trip, but those were one of my most happiest days. ever wonder if both of us never left chong hwa, what would happened between us? counting back the days, it's been almost 6 years i have not seen you (unlike you, cheater! went airport to send me off also never appear.. 'hide' behind pillar for what lar? it's like you get to see me, while i don't get to see you!) guess you are going to be qualified as the 'People who i have not seen in 10 years'.. this is really sad.

Well, confession time! you are the only guy that i fell deeply for (guess you already knew it last time, what to do, i very frank with my feelings mah..) sometimes i think it is a waste that we did not have the chance to get together (Geez, if only i did not say something stupid when we were in Form 4) but because of you, i realise that i would not want to waste my time liking someone without telling him anymore. and i am glad to say, i am able to 'put down' the feelings that i had for you for good rite now..  Bet Sally will be happie seeing this part though.. that gal have been my counsellor whenever i was unhappie. well, i know that you have heavy responsibility rite now. you take care aite, and becareful of those share market.

 

Aug 13 = Eng Lit

The guy who sat next to me when i was in Form 4!! Happie Upcoming Bday to you!! damn malu lar.. msn you on Aug 9 and wish you happie bday.. cannot blame me lar.. so many ppl bday lar during Aug8-13.. got confused mah.. well, u may seem quiet and loner to everyone.. maybe sometimes weird too.. but frankly, i dont think so.. it's just that you don't know how to express yourself and you feel uncomfortable with too many people. another major thing about you is that, you have those strong sense of insecurity. i won't say that i know you very well, but you were different from what i heard bout you when we sat together. you were pretty nice to talk to, things that you said make sense and you were mature.. maybe over-mature sometimes! try to open up a lil bit.. and you will realise.. 'hey, this world is not as bad as i thought!!' and.. where is my Gold ar? do i get cheaper price if i buy from your shop eh? hehe.. sorry lar, i student only, cant afford to buy gold yet..

 

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Mr. Ong

It's been a year since you left. I believe Olivia and Mrs. Ong are strong enough to overcome those tough times without you by their side. have faith in them. Bless and protect them from danger and any unpleasant events/things. RIP.

 

Tham Ee Chien

My friend that i knew since Form 2. you were alwayz the happie-go-lucky girl even though people singled you out. you were unique with your attitude and character. it makes you special. i know that guys are often making fun of your physical appearance. you often blush it off as if you don't mind, but honestly, who would not mind? however, all these does not matter anymore, you left all of us. hopefully the reincarnated you will be able to live in a life where there is no worries.. RIP. you will be missed.

 

Aug 7-11.. 'lovely' days where i am sitting for my finals.

 

POSC = POLITICAL SCIENCE @ Piece Of Shitty Crap!!

man, i was totally stunned when i got the exam questions. it's exactly the same questions that prof gave us to 'practice'.. but i didnt really do the questions coz there is freaking many questions on it! regretted it rite now though. if only i spot a couple of the questions and did it.. maybe i could at least pass.. now? the chances of getting an overall of 50% is pretty hard rite now...

friends back M'sia.. guess you guys seldom see me leaving the exam hall early eh? if i ever leave the hall early, it's either too easy (well, even if it's too easy, i'll super double check just in case i made careless mistakes), or it is too hard..

this time, i left the exam hall early coz i realise no matter how long i sit in the hall, i wont be able to think of something or some sort of crap to write. so i totally gave up..

 

ENGLISH

English is not that bad.. it's synthesis writing. i wont fail on it though.. in fact, i'm definitely getting a C even if i get a zero in the english finals.. getting B shouldn't be a problem.. getting A? well, i am hoping on it as well!! (so that i can balance up the POSC score for the average result)

 

MACROECONOMICS

sad to say, i ve never been doing well in economics.. failed my Econs back in A-levels, and this time, both midterms were not even above 60%.. this is sad man.. been studyin econs for the past 2 years. and i still can fail and/or do badly in it. well, guess i really ve to start studying for Econs ASAP.. can't afford to skrew 2 out of 5 subjects this semester!! especially this semester is the crucial semester which determines whether i'll get into business faculty.. praying really hard that i could get 65% on my overall econ result..

 

BUSINESS COMMUNICATIONS

Hehe, i ve finish this course!! well, guess i'll be getting a B on it.. the best part bout this class is that.. there is NO FINAL EXAM!! prof is a tough marker with high exectations.. but i kind of like the class though. coz 60% of the overall results is based on report and presentations.

 

ENTREPRENEURSHIP

Another course where there is NO FINAL EXAM!! well, i was doing an intensive course on this sourse, where i have to complete a group report within 6 weeks. brutal! it's like this minute it is midterm, the next minute the proposal is due, then midterm again during the next class, then again, report is due again! there is like no break at all!!

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imagine doing two courses where focuses more on reports.. man, this is like a busy semester!! well, i am not going to blame BusiCom and Entrepreneurship for taking most of my time, leaving me with little time with my other subjects (POSC and ECON), but i will still have to admit that it really played a big part on my failing grades. another reason? i played too much this semester!!

 

if i can't get 65% on my POSC and ECON.. then im praying really hard that i will get an average of 65% (all 5 subjects overall result divide 5)

 

YOU!! YES, YOU!! pray for me as well aite?

 

Last week was a crazy week for me!! it's like from last last fri, after going shopping with CJ, watch the remaining drama that i downloaded.. i had a decent sleep for maybe 7 hours.. then began my crazy week..

 

so, what so special bout this week? trust me.. it's really crazy.. it's like i only slept 4-5hours per day, including weekend!!

 

i remember the most geram thing is that on last last sat, i didnt sleep until 7am, just to work on my report which is suppose to due on tuesday. and when i woke up at 12pm (sat), check email.. just to know that prof postponed the deadline for the report!! thrilled and mad at the same time though.. but yet, still cldnt head back to sleep since i ve to rush another assignment which was due on monday.

 

monday.. during class, got to know that the way that i put my research finding was totally wrong!! worse is that i wrote like 4 full pages on it already, and now im told it's wrong!!

 

Wednesday had a econ test.. as i skrew up my 1st midterm(didnt even pass!!), so i stayed up til pretty late to study on it.. guess that explains why i didnt sleep long

 

thursday have to hand in political science assignment and sit for poli sc midterm(which i skrew up in the previous test.. again).. so, basically like stayed up again and study..

 

now, here is the craziest part!! so, it's like thurs afternoon, i took a nap and woke up at 5pm, (coz class at 7pm).. and from that 5pm onwards, i didnt sleep for the whole nite since i was rushing my report which was due on fri!! then it's Elim's bday (july 21). went to her house and celebrate her big day.. and went home pretty late.. i think it was 3-4am..

well, this time i admit, i was really drunk that i really didnt know what time we went home and how i got home. i cant remember the part after we all (hanging out at the balcony) went back into the house.. didnt know i lie down on the floor.. didnt know i got into a cab.. i just know, when i was 'awake' i was in the cab, wanting to puke.. i was half 'awake' when i puked in front of my house.. blur again after that..

and by the time when i was awake.. i was already on bed. 1st thing came to my mind was.. oh shit! not yet take out my contact lenses(for those perverts who thought of other stuff. shame on you!!).. so rush to bathroom.. just to realize.. i took it out last nite!! haha, see, even though i was drunk, but i still remember to take out my contact lenses! amazing!

 

so, let's do maths.. didnt sleep from thurs 5pm until sat 4am (let's assume).. this makes me.. 35 hours of without sleeps!!

 

cheh! not yet break my record yet..